So its been awhile. Today I went and turned in our application for an apartment and paid the deposit. We are planning on moving into the Villas on March 15. So hopefully everything will work out. Ryan and Chris are going to move into the two-bedroom apartment until Ryan and I get married and then I will move in and Chris will move out.

So we went over to ryan's house last night and his parents were like "Go look in the guest bedroom" so we go in there and there is a flat screen television in there. They bought it for us just because. I was so surprised and Ryan was so excited b/c he has been looking at them at wal-mart. After talking about it for awhile, ryan decides he wants to take it back and put a little extra $$ into it and get a little bit bigger tv. When we got to wal-mart he was like a little kid in a candy shop. We finally picked one took it back to his house. I am afriad its too big for our little apartment but i guess we will just have to see. :)

School is going ok. I have two tests next week and a final care plan. Not very excited about all that but after next week only one more week and SPRING BREAK!!!! I have lots of things planned for spring break and that also means the semester is half way over.

So Sunday I went to Panera to study b/c I just can not study at my house. While I was there (mind you I was there from about 1 until 8pm) I saw a wide variety of people. When I showed up there was a man with a laminated sign that said some to the affect of my family needs help anything. will work. I honestly have never seen such a sign laminated before and I am pretty sure I saw a totally different man holding that sign out in the parking lot a few days earlier. but anyway he was talking to this poor boy for a good hour about this and that and how no one in this area is willing to give to the less fortunate.

A little while later a couple who is receiving pre-martial counseling comes and sits right next to me and I get to listen to that for a good hour. I tried hard not to but there wasn't really anyone else in the place and they sat RIGHT next to my table.

And then there is another man who has been camped out there all day long who has the headphones on with the microphone who looks like a gamer. He was there ALL DAY long playing i have no idea what, i can only assume War of warcraft or something. I didnt know these people went out in public to play this games but I guess they are everywhere.

Then later there is a cute little girl in her tap shoes decides she wants to tap dance on panera's tile floor. luckily she was cute or i think i would have been rather annoyed by the dancing.

After leaving Panera (because they closed) I went to IHOP to meet some people to study. We went to the back room hoping to get away from everyone and the noice. well to our surprise a group of guys come in and they weren't too loud at first and then all of a sudden they get really loud and start playing music from their phones and just being really loud. I understand that its a restaurant and not the library but they had the option of picking any table in the entire restaurant and they picked the one RIGHT next to ours. So we just got up and went out into the main part and studied some more.

Well I am sure there were more people there but that is all I can remember. And yes I was trying to study during all of this. I think this might be why I did not make such a great grade on my test.. Hmmm something to think about ...

I hate school...

So it's icy and maybe snowing outside, which means I am stuck at my house able to do nothing. What should I be doing while I am here... probably studying since I have my first test next monday, but what fun is that when you know you don't have school the next day, and all i want to do is stay warm and watch tv. Ryan can't come over either b/c the roads are so bad :(

I got to hang out with Kristin, Michelle and Baby Lilly. Lilly is getting so big and she was in such a good mood. here is a super cute picture of her :)While we were there we saw little Faith Anna and Ryan tried to eat her face. Honestly she looks terrified.

School was canceled today b/c of the weather. Everyone was freaking out about the roads and honestly i wasnt too worried. Not really sure why I wasnt but just wasn't. So we got out early and I didnt even think the road were that bad. But o well we got out early. Which made the day better b/c it started off horribly bad. Starting the week at 8 am with a teacher that treats us like we are 5 and makes us pass around a ball to answer questions is just dumb. She also makes us watch stupid youtube videos that have absolutely NOTHING to do with anything we ever talk about. It just makes me want to shoot myself in the face...

School starts again

So I have started school again for the last time for a long time. I am so thankful to everyone that has helped me get this far. This semester is going to be a hard one I am afraid but it will be totally worth it when it is all over.

This year is going to be full of so many eventful things. I am graduating, I will be getting married, I will be moving out of my mom's house and will never be coming back, I will be getting my first big girl job, hopefully getting a new car, and crossing my fingers by the end of the year Ryan and I will be buying our very first house. I honestly can not wait to do all of this with my best friend and future husband. I have a feeling our lives will be filled with many ups and down but I know there will NEVER EVER be a dull moment, pretty sure Ryan will make sure of this for me.

Well when it comes to wedding plans I have almost everything all planned out. It's hard to believe that it is getting so close. It feels like just the other day Ryan got down on one knee after we had just finished watching fireworks with the family, and asked me to spend the rest of my life with him.

Well i guess that is all for now. I guess we will see how many people read this. I have a feeling no one will but I guess we will see...

Trying it out...

So I think I am going to give this a try, not sure if I will like it, or if anyone will even read it, but I guess we will see :) Thats all for now..