So I start my NCLEX review tomorrow. In a way it's going to make me feel like I am in school all over again, except it only lasts 4 days instead of a semester. I am waiting for reality to hit and me to realize I dont have school anymore. I feel like I am in this weird transition in my life. I am really going to be forced to be an adult now. I mean I have no more school to deal with, and I will have a for real big girl job. I think I am a little scared about it and that is why I feel so out of it lately.

I really need to work on the house. We still have tons of boxes and we have been here for a month and a half. I think this weird transition has resulted in laziness. Maybe I think if I dont do anything about it then I wont be forced to grow up. DOnt get me wrong I love my life with Ryan but i dont know.... I am rambling now about nothing...

I love my life and everything in it. I am so blessed with everything that i have been given :)